alhamdulillah..

salam...

lama sgt dah x update blog.. kalau ikutkan terlalu byk y nak diceritakan tp biar sy cerita y ni dulu...

pernah x kawan2 terpk if SEMALAM sth happen to us.... meaning to say tibe2 accident sgt teruk hingga terpakse pergi meninggalkan org2 y kite syg...???

macam mana anak2 kite... keluarga, pasangan kite, seluruh org y kita syg? bole x diorang still enjoy the same y life y ms kite ade skrg....

mlm ni sy xle tdo... terjg pkl3pagi sampai la ni lum tdo... mimpi agak menggerunkan... mimpi accident 10 tahun dulu... tangan sy patah, muka, kulit sy herot dek ribuan luka... oooh ya allah peliharalah hamba mu!

 tp bezanye dlm mimpi tu dah kawen, alisha pun dah ade.... hati saya sayu x terucap... bangun langsung xle tdo.. bile bangun nampak alisha kat sebelah  air mata berjujuran jatuh xbole nak thn... xsampai hati sgt tgk dia... she is so young so naive... she knows nothing about life,

pandang kat abang plak, 'bole ke abg besar kan alisha sorg diri... bole ke kite fulfill our dreams at least to c her study abroad, b a successful doc mcm nabilah cum acu die.... ye la nak fulfill cite2 mama abah die y xkesampaian....

hmm.. alhamdulillah bile kenang2 sume ni rs bersyukur sgt bile teringt dah 'buat' dulu... x salah keputusan y huda pilih mungkin ni la jwpn kpd sgl persoalan huda pdNYA... walaupun terpaksa berkorban sedikit but if my life is going to b short at least i already prepared for my loved ones  n i can ensure they will always have a bright life ahead... thanx ALLAH

alisha anak mama

its been a month after my first entry... huish... my this year resolution was try to active in blogging but seems.... xbrp nak berjaya plak... entry lepas pun dah x hengat apa y patut sambung... bleh x camtu?

ni y marah ni... tulis sbb xnak bg lupe... tp xsempat tulis dah mcm telupe... ishh geramm

by e way kite cite current situation la... y dulu tu bile ingat kite hapdet balik ok...

i want to dedicate this song to my daughter... ""try to sing using p.ramlee melodies'
   *** mode: karattt habis

      anakku alisha dengarla...
      lagu yg ibunda karangi...
      sifatkan laguku hai anak...
      sebagai sahabatmu nanti

     anakku alisha amani
     permataku anugerah ilahi
      jadilah anak y solehah
     bekal tuk kami tiada nanti

      anakku alisha sayangku
      penawar duka hati ini
      biar apa badai mendatang
      wajahmu penyejuk mataku

my very first entry... album sulung single pertame!! hihi

Actually it's been a long time i wish to have my own blog. So that I could share my feelings (sometimes its better to be written), and a journal to myself and my family... tadaa, finally i have one. Even though tade la baguih mana tp at least tercapai gak la hasrat hati ni. Sgt teruje bc blog kengkwn nadia, nuril, cedee, pizah, inda, izu n ramai lg... sgt sonok bc...

The presence of my daughter alisha is the most precious that i could never tells... after 9 years of waitings here come our little ones... oooh... never thought of this..... tak sangke bukan senang nak jd parents, tak sangke gak how wonderful to have her...how life is so challenging, from single... become double... dah double but still study so not steady... dah abih study.... keje ngan hubby's family, hr2 keje.. subuh2 dah pegi, kang magrib baru balik...tu kot pyh sikit nak melekat.. tunggu2 bile la nak dapek baby ni... tp lame2 kami mcm dah pasrah sgt, tu y beli rumah pun y tinggi2...takut xde rezeki...alih2 dah beliumah tinggi hmmm... perut i berisi!! weee...!

masa preggy, kalau ingt2 balik.. quite ok la, tp for 1st time mama still adventure jugak, x byk bende y bole mkn,dah la i ni pemakan orgnye, bile tekak xlalu tu mcm huish terasa betul nikmat mkn tu ditarik, mkn sikit muntah, tp alhamdulillah xle seteruk my sibblings...  sampai masuk air keluar masuk wad... alhamdulillah...

ingt satu hr tu apa2 pun xlalu, mule2 teringin nak mkn kfc, dah sampai, tibe2 mual...ape2 pun xnak,hubby mkn twister cuit sikit parata kosong, sedap plak... inti2 sume xnak... so hubby dgn baik htnye g jumpe mgr kfc tu minta twister kosong kulitnye sama siap d bkr tp dlm sume tanak... nak bg kat wife dia y ngidam ni... seb baik la mgr tu phm so die pun bg twister kosong tu... terharuuu..

orang lain... biasenye ngandung 9 bulan 10 hr kan, i ditakdirkan my 1st daughter delivered after almost 44wks less 5days (about 11month kot)... during this pregnancy, allah tested us so many things... ya la nak dpt sesuatu yg besar, dugaan nye pun besar... perut i besaq tak hengat, 7 months dah cam xlrt... sebenarnye bile pikir2 blk mayb kat kedai byk buat keje dudk kot... tu y jln ketat sgt... so decided rehat je kat umah....

tak sangka, lain plak jadinye.... nanti sambung lg penat plak naip ni..